a horror day

3rd anniversary for 2day?
nono...a bulshit n disappointed day
i dun noe who make it as a curse
we almost quarrel for the anniversary of every year
2year also cant be avoided

as bf hasworked til 5pm
so i juz waited for him
waited until 7pm
but he promised for b4 6pm
however,i shown no anger n impatient to him
as i was very looking forward for the celebration
no autocity which had been promised
no present which had promised
but i'mok with all that
as i usually dun received anythg from him every year

but i treated him a good meal at nando sunway carnival
a cruel n horror movie-stoolpigeon
throughout the meal
he juz played my new bought i-phone
without entertaining me
no response for my questions
at first,i thought him was sms with his working colleague
whose know?
playing games~~
it looked very obvious that he missed my i-phone very much
soi pleased him to put down the phone
but he said he is smsing wor
oklo..later,after the meal,talking to the phone somemore
seems mybodyguard more than my bf

oklo~~so i tried n stand aside to wait for him finished chating
whose know???!!!
he scoulded me bec :"crazy lah~~small gas lah~~not an understanding person~~"
blablabla
then i started to explode
hey..if i'm really not an understanding person
i would be angry b4 the meal
i tolerate with everythg that u have done to me
yet y u scold me??
no apologize!!!!no regret!!!!no sorry!!!!!
is too over for me!!!!!

felt very horror when watching the bloody movie
a sad ending somemore
made me more moody
anyway,now is calm down ade
hope that i wont have the opportunity to celebrate with him during next year
i shall treat myself better
i dun wan that type of torturing
haiz~~~
tears is juz like non-stop since the quarrel=(
i'm not happy
i'm bullied n hurted by someone when my parents are not around
fear n loneliness filled my whole heart..
its pain n breathless
wuwuwuwu~~~