halo

we are very happy.

let go

finally gt back myself in this blog again
time flies n my heart is dead
encountered a huge problem in my 4 years relationship
i dun know when the problem was starting between us
everything goes wrong

i started to lose my appetite
which made me put off 4kg in just 2weeks
a bowl of porridge is too enough for me per day
no mood for everything
i felt wanna going back home when i just step to my working place
i felt wanna going back home too when i just step into my students' house
i felt like trying to tell my students' parents that i dun wan to teach tuition anymore
but i knew that this is very irresponsible
so i m still not dare to tell
nobody knows wat i wan
even myself

enrolled myself in the degree program at Inti Penang
felt like it is so impossible for me
coz i really made up my mind to study at KL
when i completed my diploma program
but now i have chosen penang instead of KL
is because i was being hurt until so deep
with sharp words,sharp words n sharp words
until my heart cannot endured with any of them
so it became dead
without my realization
sorry if u felt that i have hurt u too
but please dun despise on the sharp words that u spoke to me
its really hurt

anyway,need to say a big TQ to u
for being on my side in these 4years
u taught me lots of things
u made me know how big is this world
u made me know girls should pamper themselves
with beautiful dresses,bags,shoes,perfume,nice food etc

but now i think is the time to let go this love
i m so stressful in these couples of months
even felt very worry when chit-chatting with friends at fb or through SMS
not dare to reveal my secrets n share all my unhappy things with friends
coz i knew that u will check on my conversation
i will just delete all the phone msg instantly once there r guys' msg in
i m fear to be controlled even more strictly
this is enough for me
i dun wan to lie,but i m forced to lie
i just wan a little freedom but wat i get
is a stricter,smaller n narrower social network

anyway,felt very happy when u told me that u will set me free
n i promised u to have one month to reconsider u
i will think carefully b4 making the last decision=)
now i just told myself
i can do everything that i like,
but just no crying
SOOO,
wish me all the best^^

the royal wedding

today,i m going to blog about a lady who is my new idol,Ms. Katherine Middleton
who is the spouse of the Prince William
From her appearance,she looked pure,gorgeous,stunning n wise lady
i like the way she's dressing
they announced their engagement during last year nov
n this has surprised the whole world
finally,they want to settle down by confirming each other as the soul mates
following r some of their engagement pictures


the 18-karat diamond ring which had worn by Princess Diana b4
finally,their wedding came to a beautiful full stop during 29th April 2011
n i keep on watching n chasing their news since the day they got married
the official wedding photo released by the palace

Prince William is waiting his bride-to-be,Kate to arrive at Westminster Abbey

he talked to Kate"you looked beautiful"


Prince William places rings on his bride Catherine Middleton in front of the Archbishop of Canterbury Rowan Williams inside Westminster Abbey


they walked down the isle after their wedding ceremony in Westminster Abbey

Prince William and his wife Kate, Duchess of Cambridge, wave as they travel in the 1902 State Landau carriage along the Processional Route to Buckingham Palace


Prince William and his wife Kate, Duchess of Cambridge kiss twice on the balcony in Buckingham Palace, after the wedding service

they left the Buckingham Palace on the day after their wedding by the helicopter
to proceed to their honeymoon place which is kept as a secret

kate has completed a fairly tale wedding which is very looked forward
by every girl
from a commoner to a Princess
anyway,i really wish them able to hold their marriage until the end of their lives
n give birth to many prince n princess asap ya^^

need to stop here,byezzz

colorless life

^o^
long time not blogging
n i m here to apologize
coz there were plenty of unexpected things
happened within these few months
so i m really not in mood to blog

recently
i m juz as usual
everyday teaching tuition n working
n a new task is added on
that is bring my mum to hospital
three times per week
to carry out physiotherapy
her hand still needs time to recover
haizz..
although she has done the physio for almost a month

i feel like i have lost my way recently
when i knew it i have to skip my degree may intake
at KL university
i was very upset
n my life drop til the lowest
crying at the mid-night
coz i really very frightened
that i gonna lost my opportunity to further studies at KL
this will be my biggest regret in my life
as qiao yuan's mum gets sick as well
but i m not going to mention much at here
as this is others' privacy
luckily,after discussing with him
he agreed to postpone our studies to the next intake
that will be at september
at least i have my goal n hope back
but i m still scare
scare that i will lose everything in my life
n my missed my dreams forever
coz sickness is a night-mare
it just comes in a sudden
without preparation
anyway, i really hope tat she will be okay soon
n gets cured
i understand life is keep on changing
sometimes is colorful,happy,sad,excited,surprise,pain n all different feelings
now my life is colorless n i m just live like a robot
but i knew that all these sadness will leave us in one day
pray hard so that this day will come to us earlier

n now i will continue my daily routine
tuition n tuition
working n working
to earn more money
as there are still many colorful dreams for me to fulfill
especially going for vacation
my next destination will be singapore or hong kong
in future will be
Bali,Las Vegas,Paris,Egypt,India,Brazil,Venice,Japan,Phuket,Australia
n much more^^
really hope that i can visit all those places=)

n my mask business is quite profitable
n i hope tat i can do it better=)
ok,byebye

progressing

hey,here m i again
to report back my mum's progressing
she has been discharged from hospital during friday
n i started to work at stall since thursday
without my mum's presence
i have to fully in charge at the stall
hahaha
seems to be very serious

she is better n better
but still get fatigue easily
i think this is caused by the medicine consumed
anyway,its a good chance for her to rest

lets talk about yesterday night
our dian xin cheng also responded to the
'Earth's light out for an hour' activity
just like last year
but this year
dian xin cheng was a bit over
as they required our hawker stall
to switch off the light as well
then u think how r we going to work?
yes,there were 2 candles given by them
but is it really enough??!!
we have to work in the darkness
have to c the customers' seat number
blahblah~~~
sienzz
i have to count all the money n cook the mee as well
it was so hard n tough for me
i became giddy when the time get longer
i cant saw clearly
but i have to withstand it
haizz...
luckily,our business was quite good for yesterday night

anyway,i will continue working at the stall till my mum's hand recover
so i think my further-studies plan has to be postponed to a unknown date
anyway, i feel very grateful
that i m still stay strong n healthy
didnt fell into sick
so i will do n help anything that i able
n i will give myself some times to think
about my future path
hope that i m not going to be the last one that graduate from degree programme
hehe
ok,stop here n bye^^

progress

still at the KPJ in the midnight
coz i m insist wan to take care of my mum
today her hand condition is becoming better n better
less pain felt compared to yesterday extreme pain

i went home at around 1030 am in the morning
n then went back to hospital at 4.30pm
met the doctor twice for today
according to the doctor
my mum's hand may recover very soon
n psychohterapy will be carried out for tomorrow
i m so worry whether she can tolerate the pain
coz she is still having great pain when moving her hand
anyway,praying hard for her n good luck to her for tomorrow challenge^^

now,i m in a such a bad feeling situation
still thinking of my further studies thing
i thought i may have chance to further studies to kl
whoseknow??
now my mum is in trouble
so i may postpone the date
or just stay in penang to study
anyway,will make decision depnd on my mum's progress

ok,good night^^

accident

currently at KPJ hospital,BM
will spend the whole night at here too
not becoz i m in injured or troublesome
is becoz my mum's wrist has fractured
due to accidentally falling down in this morning at the wet market
the slippery floor made her fell n she was using her hand to support her body
so her wrist was fractured immediately

the broken skeletal has even mispressed the vein n misplaced from the actual position
so she was damn painful n the fingertips were unable to move
we sent her to the hospital at 8smth
n she was undergoing an operation from12.30-2.30pm
we were such in a nervous condition
worried that her fingertips may be unable to move in future
due to the vein being mispressed

but luckily,the surgery was very successful
an iron sheet was being put into the wrist
n her fingertips were able to move again
thx GOD

however,the pain was extreme
injections n more injections
but the pain just cant be relieved
anyway,now feel more relaxing
as she now is falling in sleep
think will not going to have any good sleep in tonight
just having a netbook with me@@

in between,there were many ppl visited my mum
really feel thankful to those ppl
n those who is concerning us..thx^^
now, really hope tat my mum will be better in soon
n all the bad n misfortune things will set apart from us
no more following our families..
(praying hard)