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Friday, April 22, 2011

colorless life

^o^
long time not blogging
n i m here to apologize
coz there were plenty of unexpected things
happened within these few months
so i m really not in mood to blog

recently
i m juz as usual
everyday teaching tuition n working
n a new task is added on
that is bring my mum to hospital
three times per week
to carry out physiotherapy
her hand still needs time to recover
haizz..
although she has done the physio for almost a month

i feel like i have lost my way recently
when i knew it i have to skip my degree may intake
at KL university
i was very upset
n my life drop til the lowest
crying at the mid-night
coz i really very frightened
that i gonna lost my opportunity to further studies at KL
this will be my biggest regret in my life
as qiao yuan's mum gets sick as well
but i m not going to mention much at here
as this is others' privacy
luckily,after discussing with him
he agreed to postpone our studies to the next intake
that will be at september
at least i have my goal n hope back
but i m still scare
scare that i will lose everything in my life
n my missed my dreams forever
coz sickness is a night-mare
it just comes in a sudden
without preparation
anyway, i really hope tat she will be okay soon
n gets cured
i understand life is keep on changing
sometimes is colorful,happy,sad,excited,surprise,pain n all different feelings
now my life is colorless n i m just live like a robot
but i knew that all these sadness will leave us in one day
pray hard so that this day will come to us earlier

n now i will continue my daily routine
tuition n tuition
working n working
to earn more money
as there are still many colorful dreams for me to fulfill
especially going for vacation
my next destination will be singapore or hong kong
in future will be
Bali,Las Vegas,Paris,Egypt,India,Brazil,Venice,Japan,Phuket,Australia
n much more^^
really hope that i can visit all those places=)

n my mask business is quite profitable
n i hope tat i can do it better=)
ok,byebye