halo

we are very happy.

let go

finally gt back myself in this blog again
time flies n my heart is dead
encountered a huge problem in my 4 years relationship
i dun know when the problem was starting between us
everything goes wrong

i started to lose my appetite
which made me put off 4kg in just 2weeks
a bowl of porridge is too enough for me per day
no mood for everything
i felt wanna going back home when i just step to my working place
i felt wanna going back home too when i just step into my students' house
i felt like trying to tell my students' parents that i dun wan to teach tuition anymore
but i knew that this is very irresponsible
so i m still not dare to tell
nobody knows wat i wan
even myself

enrolled myself in the degree program at Inti Penang
felt like it is so impossible for me
coz i really made up my mind to study at KL
when i completed my diploma program
but now i have chosen penang instead of KL
is because i was being hurt until so deep
with sharp words,sharp words n sharp words
until my heart cannot endured with any of them
so it became dead
without my realization
sorry if u felt that i have hurt u too
but please dun despise on the sharp words that u spoke to me
its really hurt

anyway,need to say a big TQ to u
for being on my side in these 4years
u taught me lots of things
u made me know how big is this world
u made me know girls should pamper themselves
with beautiful dresses,bags,shoes,perfume,nice food etc

but now i think is the time to let go this love
i m so stressful in these couples of months
even felt very worry when chit-chatting with friends at fb or through SMS
not dare to reveal my secrets n share all my unhappy things with friends
coz i knew that u will check on my conversation
i will just delete all the phone msg instantly once there r guys' msg in
i m fear to be controlled even more strictly
this is enough for me
i dun wan to lie,but i m forced to lie
i just wan a little freedom but wat i get
is a stricter,smaller n narrower social network

anyway,felt very happy when u told me that u will set me free
n i promised u to have one month to reconsider u
i will think carefully b4 making the last decision=)
now i just told myself
i can do everything that i like,
but just no crying
SOOO,
wish me all the best^^

the royal wedding

today,i m going to blog about a lady who is my new idol,Ms. Katherine Middleton
who is the spouse of the Prince William
From her appearance,she looked pure,gorgeous,stunning n wise lady
i like the way she's dressing
they announced their engagement during last year nov
n this has surprised the whole world
finally,they want to settle down by confirming each other as the soul mates
following r some of their engagement pictures


the 18-karat diamond ring which had worn by Princess Diana b4
finally,their wedding came to a beautiful full stop during 29th April 2011
n i keep on watching n chasing their news since the day they got married
the official wedding photo released by the palace

Prince William is waiting his bride-to-be,Kate to arrive at Westminster Abbey

he talked to Kate"you looked beautiful"


Prince William places rings on his bride Catherine Middleton in front of the Archbishop of Canterbury Rowan Williams inside Westminster Abbey


they walked down the isle after their wedding ceremony in Westminster Abbey

Prince William and his wife Kate, Duchess of Cambridge, wave as they travel in the 1902 State Landau carriage along the Processional Route to Buckingham Palace


Prince William and his wife Kate, Duchess of Cambridge kiss twice on the balcony in Buckingham Palace, after the wedding service

they left the Buckingham Palace on the day after their wedding by the helicopter
to proceed to their honeymoon place which is kept as a secret

kate has completed a fairly tale wedding which is very looked forward
by every girl
from a commoner to a Princess
anyway,i really wish them able to hold their marriage until the end of their lives
n give birth to many prince n princess asap ya^^

need to stop here,byezzz

colorless life

^o^
long time not blogging
n i m here to apologize
coz there were plenty of unexpected things
happened within these few months
so i m really not in mood to blog

recently
i m juz as usual
everyday teaching tuition n working
n a new task is added on
that is bring my mum to hospital
three times per week
to carry out physiotherapy
her hand still needs time to recover
haizz..
although she has done the physio for almost a month

i feel like i have lost my way recently
when i knew it i have to skip my degree may intake
at KL university
i was very upset
n my life drop til the lowest
crying at the mid-night
coz i really very frightened
that i gonna lost my opportunity to further studies at KL
this will be my biggest regret in my life
as qiao yuan's mum gets sick as well
but i m not going to mention much at here
as this is others' privacy
luckily,after discussing with him
he agreed to postpone our studies to the next intake
that will be at september
at least i have my goal n hope back
but i m still scare
scare that i will lose everything in my life
n my missed my dreams forever
coz sickness is a night-mare
it just comes in a sudden
without preparation
anyway, i really hope tat she will be okay soon
n gets cured
i understand life is keep on changing
sometimes is colorful,happy,sad,excited,surprise,pain n all different feelings
now my life is colorless n i m just live like a robot
but i knew that all these sadness will leave us in one day
pray hard so that this day will come to us earlier

n now i will continue my daily routine
tuition n tuition
working n working
to earn more money
as there are still many colorful dreams for me to fulfill
especially going for vacation
my next destination will be singapore or hong kong
in future will be
Bali,Las Vegas,Paris,Egypt,India,Brazil,Venice,Japan,Phuket,Australia
n much more^^
really hope that i can visit all those places=)

n my mask business is quite profitable
n i hope tat i can do it better=)
ok,byebye

progressing

hey,here m i again
to report back my mum's progressing
she has been discharged from hospital during friday
n i started to work at stall since thursday
without my mum's presence
i have to fully in charge at the stall
hahaha
seems to be very serious

she is better n better
but still get fatigue easily
i think this is caused by the medicine consumed
anyway,its a good chance for her to rest

lets talk about yesterday night
our dian xin cheng also responded to the
'Earth's light out for an hour' activity
just like last year
but this year
dian xin cheng was a bit over
as they required our hawker stall
to switch off the light as well
then u think how r we going to work?
yes,there were 2 candles given by them
but is it really enough??!!
we have to work in the darkness
have to c the customers' seat number
blahblah~~~
sienzz
i have to count all the money n cook the mee as well
it was so hard n tough for me
i became giddy when the time get longer
i cant saw clearly
but i have to withstand it
haizz...
luckily,our business was quite good for yesterday night

anyway,i will continue working at the stall till my mum's hand recover
so i think my further-studies plan has to be postponed to a unknown date
anyway, i feel very grateful
that i m still stay strong n healthy
didnt fell into sick
so i will do n help anything that i able
n i will give myself some times to think
about my future path
hope that i m not going to be the last one that graduate from degree programme
hehe
ok,stop here n bye^^

progress

still at the KPJ in the midnight
coz i m insist wan to take care of my mum
today her hand condition is becoming better n better
less pain felt compared to yesterday extreme pain

i went home at around 1030 am in the morning
n then went back to hospital at 4.30pm
met the doctor twice for today
according to the doctor
my mum's hand may recover very soon
n psychohterapy will be carried out for tomorrow
i m so worry whether she can tolerate the pain
coz she is still having great pain when moving her hand
anyway,praying hard for her n good luck to her for tomorrow challenge^^

now,i m in a such a bad feeling situation
still thinking of my further studies thing
i thought i may have chance to further studies to kl
whoseknow??
now my mum is in trouble
so i may postpone the date
or just stay in penang to study
anyway,will make decision depnd on my mum's progress

ok,good night^^

accident

currently at KPJ hospital,BM
will spend the whole night at here too
not becoz i m in injured or troublesome
is becoz my mum's wrist has fractured
due to accidentally falling down in this morning at the wet market
the slippery floor made her fell n she was using her hand to support her body
so her wrist was fractured immediately

the broken skeletal has even mispressed the vein n misplaced from the actual position
so she was damn painful n the fingertips were unable to move
we sent her to the hospital at 8smth
n she was undergoing an operation from12.30-2.30pm
we were such in a nervous condition
worried that her fingertips may be unable to move in future
due to the vein being mispressed

but luckily,the surgery was very successful
an iron sheet was being put into the wrist
n her fingertips were able to move again
thx GOD

however,the pain was extreme
injections n more injections
but the pain just cant be relieved
anyway,now feel more relaxing
as she now is falling in sleep
think will not going to have any good sleep in tonight
just having a netbook with me@@

in between,there were many ppl visited my mum
really feel thankful to those ppl
n those who is concerning us..thx^^
now, really hope tat my mum will be better in soon
n all the bad n misfortune things will set apart from us
no more following our families..
(praying hard)

TERIMEE

have been boring for the whole week~~
but still got something to share here^^
went to the TERIMEE特丽美 recently
know wat is it?
think of it!!!
hahaha
oh ya,its a well-known beauty n slimming centre
the ambassadors are 佘诗曼 & 徐子珊
know it ade?

okay,lets start our topic
my aunt has helped my mother n i
to sign for a free package which is cost RM1088
u can do anything with this RM1088
slimming,facial,breast beauty n so on
firstly,i thought i wanna to take both slimming n facial treatment
whose know?
she just helped me to do slimming
n it costs RM1050 ade
i spent the RM1050 within 90 min
is it sound horrible???
but luckily it is free
if not,i was going to face a heart attack
over there,i have first sauna experience
its quite comfortable for me after doing it
but the process sometime is quite torturing
especially the massage part of my tummy
during the massage part,i just kept on telling myself dun be fat ade
fat just torturing me
hahaha

after that, she helped to take my waist measurement
it was reduced 2cm
which she said is quite successful
but i really have to admit here
the treatment is very functional
i have reduced 2kg after the treatment
wat a wonderful first slimming treatment
i like it^^

but i almost fell into their traps
to sign for a new package which costs RM1600
luckily,i kept on telling myself to think rationally
then only i purchased nothing=)
my pity mum fell in love with their facial treatment
she signed for a RM2250 facial treatment package
bought a set of skin care products
walau ye~~
i cant stop her
coz she said its time to sayang herself more
yes,i agree with her
so i juz kept my mouth shut
hahaha
anyway i surely will pay there a third visit
the service is quite good
YAHOO~~

okay,its time to say byebye again
as 2moro will hang out with my good friend-sijie
to queensbay =)
very looking forward to it
okay,bye all=D

sister's leaving

just back from penang airport
finally sent my sister away from Malaysia lorr
hahaha
time just passing like an arrow
still remember the same scene that happened in last year
but the difference is
this year is probably my sister's last year studies in Australia
but just may be lah
coz she may have the chance to further her studies to Honored Level

juz now when i was in the airport,
suddenly have the thought of
wanting to go there to have a month stay at over there
coz this period of time can be considered as the most relaxed time
in my life
coz i dont have to work n study
although i have plenty of part-time jobs
but i can stay there by free
without other's constraint
however,the high plane fees n currency rates made me
give up the idea within a minute
coz it's not easy for me to earn the money
n put them in the right investment
n then earn the profit back for me as well
hehehe
but,its really a good opportunity for me to be a bit independent
==!!!
have to plan first lah~~~

anyway,wish my sister's next return very much
n i just cant stand the excitement once i think about the graduation ceremony
of my sister in next year
our whole family will go there n have a great time at there lor...
HAHAHA
but, now i put Singapore as my next targeted destination
YAHOO~~~

okla,i'm seem to be too happy for my sister's leaving
but actually not lah,
i know she will has a better life at there
not like me at here
work n busy like a bee
haha
ok,stop here
byezzz^^

giftsss

haha~~this two shoes are bought from hatyai
another two more shoes i have given to my mum n sister
so i didn't capture the photo
the following is the hello kitty calculator
which i bought from the hatyai big pasar there
SUI~~~
n i have received this big gift from my dear bf on yesterday
GUESS watch
it is quite pinky n fulled of love shape
like it very much
we didn't spent time together on yesterday
due to our jobs respectively
anyway,will celebrate it on another day
YEAH!!!
this is my first most expensive gift from him
quite touching
coz i knew it's not easy for him to earn money
that's y i normally did not required him to buy things for me
this one???
i guarantee will receive it
haha
coz this is valentine's gift


ok~~its time to working again lor
BYEZZZ

Hatyai

hallo~~
away from malaysia for these 2days
just arrived at home on 7pm
have a great vacation at there
with qiao yuan's family
we departed at 12pm, saturday
arrived at there on 3.3opm
then we directly went to this restaurant
to have our lunch
we ordered four dishes-tomyam,omelette,pork leg & fried fish
quite suit my taste buds^^

after finishing our meals
proceed to all the well-known buddha temple
四面佛，站佛，皇帝，观音
that day,the weather was quite hot












then,went to NOVOTEL which we have booked it
to check-in
it is a 5-stars hotel yeh
my first time experience in staying at the 5stars hotel
but i forgot to capture the hotel building photo==!!!
below are some photos taken in the room

at night, have some shopping at the Central, Lee's Garden shopping malls
n at the street as well
bought plenty of things including clothes,shoes,earings,skin care products

below is the FLAT WHITE that i bought from McCafe during the supper
while qiao yuan bought a alcohol-Johnnie Walker n some fried prawns n chickens
but ended up brought the alcohol bec to home
guess why?
bcoz he didn't drink alcohol
but still he want to buy it
during every tour
sienzzz



the next day morning
have our very breakfast at the hotel restaurant
i have a great meal at there
coz normally my appetite will get better n wide in the morning
haha
after the breakfast,went to the Hatyai big pasar there
bought shoes,clothes n Zebra products as well
which was required by my mum

Robinson shopping mall for our next destination
then,we have a very nice lunch at XXXrestaurant
sry as i cant recalled the name
n i did not capture any photo
coz i didn't brought along my camera
due to safety issue@@

then went to Diana shopping mall as our last destination
bought a blouse at there
n have our ice-cream time at SWENZENS^^

then, we went back at around 4.30pm
slept through the journey
may be i m too tired
so need to stop here n have a good rest lorr
bye^^
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY

busy

hey..HAPPY NEW YEAR again
came bec from Johor last 3days
that's mean arrived at Monday
spent almost 6 torturing days over there
no online,no shopping,no good food,no air con & no good bed as well
felt like myself being abandoned at a deserted place
that's y i hate to bec to Johor
in addition, the long journey made me very scary@@
SIENZZZ

moreover,there were less n lesser ppl bec to grandma's house
since my grandpa passed away in three years ago
bcoz of the fighting between brothers so that to obtain more heritage
haizzz
n my eldest aunty who stays at Singapore
didn't bec to Johor in this year as well
bcoz of the short holiday
so we were so boring
n found some small n little things to kill the times

anyway,my life got some colors when my younger aunty bec to Johor
in the second day of new year
they are from Ipoh
i'm closer with her 3 children
becoz they're staying nearer to us
so we normally will pay several visits to them per year
but in the past lah
now,no more
as it is not easy for us to spend times to accompany them
especially during weekend
we need to operate our business
so less times for us spending on each other
this normally will occur when everybody is getting bigger n older
everybody has their own chores

okay,let's talk about angpou
received lesser this year
mummy explains that the reason is we're bigger ade
others feel like no necessary to give us anymore
WUWUWU~~
but the amount inside the angpou received is getting much
no more small notes
hahaha
this is another benefit lorrr
but the biggest angpou that i received is from my parents
coz i have worked with them more than 4years
so received some bonus
but the amount still very little
if compared to other workers
who just work not more than 6 months
haizzz
not going to complain any lah
as long as they give
then i will shut up
hahaha

oh ya,2nite is a very big day for those HOKKIEN ppl
to pray for the sky god
but what i know
is very limited
coz i'm a christian n i dun know much about the traditions
paisehh
but what i know is
most of the restaurants n kopitiams won't operate in this day
including our keow tiao soup stall at Insa Dunia
but the kopitiam that selling TOKTOK MEE
still operating
in addition
the couple who help us to sell one
also off for 2nite
so our whole family have to work at 2nite lorrr
so that to replace them
n mainly is caused by my parents are too $$face lah
HAHAHA
2nite the business was quite good
n even broke the record
hahaha
anyway,arrived at home at 11pm
coz we normally wont sell too late one at that kopitiam
anyway,i m still feeling very tired
coz 2day have went to many places to complete my stuffs
including deposit money in KWSP(my new account=P),FD,Amanah Saham
n selling out all my Ausi Dollars
YAHOOOO
no more worries=)

but tomorrow is an another challenging day for me
coz i m normally fully-booked during public holiday
parents dun wan their children wasting times in house
in addition,the exam is just around the corner
so i will try my best to teach them lah^^
ok,need to rest ade..Bye n Good Night

new year

hey..a very lovely blessing to u all
HAPPY NEW YEAR=)
sorry for no writing blog for some time
coz of my busy life
i knew everybody is busy
but please allow me this excuse lah~~
hahaha

recently
fight for tuition classes
n from this month on
i m also selling the organic mask made in Taiwan
which i found very nice quality n good for skin
as a love leng leng girl
i apply mask regularly
haha
so can say that
i'm quite familiar of it
that's why i choose this product to sell
i may have tried plenty of marketing selling
but every time i faced a failure
as i didn't get to know the product very well
so no long-term commitment n effort for me
to sell the product
but gt one time is because of the working attitude of the supplier
is too clumsy n not systematic at all
so ended-up failure again lorr
anyway,hope this time will be a great success
in addition,this time the supplier is my cousin
so received many extra benefits n discounts
wohuhuh

on ya,new year is very approaching
tomorrow will leave BM
n proceed to Tangkak,Johor
where is my grandmother's house
its so scary because of the long journey
my buttock sure has to suffer again
but i quite looking forward
as its the time for us to reunion
sadly,there are less n lesser relatives bec to grandma's house
due to some ugly reasons

quite reluctant to set apart with qy
as we're always stick together
n rarely set apart
haizz..
anyway,i'll bring a happy heart n mood bec to Johor^^
bye n HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my dearest friends~~

qb

har...paiseh
this is my very first post in 2011
i know it may be too late
but very sry
as i'm really too busy for blogging
n caused by my laziness also lah@@
haha

2day,went to qb with bf after attending an activity
with joleen

arrive at there abt 53opm
n we booked for the movie- FASTER
after buying the tickets
went to XIAN DIN WEI
to have our dinner as well as lunch
^^
then shopping for abt 1hours++
both of us have gains
i gt a pair of shoes n a blouse
which i wear in the photo
haha
quite satisfy with it
okay..have to stop here
juz wanna share my happiness with my friends only
paiseh
seem to be too short
but i will try my best
to update my blog more regularly=)
bye..gudnite all