DIFFICULT LIFE

still remember wat i mentioned yesterday?
the moon cake festival celebration
i never thought of such a huge occassion
the orders juz cant stop for a second
i'm the one stood in front of the stove and cook the mee again
working for non-stop 4hours like a mad gal==!!!
we dont even have the chance to look on the huge moon cake
n the show
wat a wastage

lets talk abt today 2day afternoon,
i juz went to the tuition as usual
once i arrived there
the student just cant stop talking about the last night shows
as she gt visited our place
but i din realized it
n she kept talking and asking me questions abt the show
n i said i dun noe anythg n dun even have a glance
but she seems to be very enjoyable continue talking
n asking the same thg
oklor.. so i quickly brought her bec from that topic
as i was not willing to waste so much times
at first,i realized that she did not completed her math homeworks
which i have gave her last week
n all the 3questions only tat she answered gt all wrongss
so i quickly corrected them
n told her make some corrections
but she juz showed me an unwilling face
so i juz use my red pens to write all the right steps
in between,she still talking abt the show

after all,i wanted her to complete the homeworks with me
so that she can consult me when problems arise
n she said yesss
she cant even done any of the questions
so i juz teached her at beside
as this was my responsibility
although all the questions she had learned in primary sch
haih~~

when came to the third question
she said she dun know again
n she passed the book to me
so i juz wrote all the steps on the blanks given
as i knew that particular question is quite tough for her level
when i was doing, she started to talk abt the last night show again++
i became a bit impatient to her ade
so i ordered her to stop talking
n c my calculation steps

after have a look for sometimes
i rubbed off all the steps
n required her to rewrite
whose know!!!!!!!!!!
she dun know!!!!!
n there were only 2 steps for that question
i asked her to repeat my explanation to her juz now
n she juz kept totally silent
i asked her why
SILENT AGAIN~~~~~~~~~

after ten minutes "silenting" i kidding with her that
why she juz cant stop herself whenever talking abt the non academic related topicss
n always keep silent when come to academic
i knew she became unhappy
coz as usual,she wont shows me any responses
when i asked her whether she understd or not
even i keep asking for 10minutes
after spending 10min on satrring the question
i lost my patient n i asked her skipped that question
n proceed to the next as she totally not interested n paid zero attention to me
when i was explaning all the steps

then she started to show me all the colors
PING PING PANG PANG her stuffs
used her pen to scrawl all the questions
once i said the steps are wrong
push her chair n her book away from me
when she saw me still acted like nothing
she juz throwed her book away
n went to the living room n sat on the floor

dun think that i'm coward or have no self-esteem
i juz always tell my self to tolerate with that gal
so i went to the kitchen n phoned her mum
as i need to inform her that i'm going to leave now
i cant tolerate with her temper
n i wont teach her anymore

after that,i juz took all my stuff n opened the gate myself
as no one is in the house excepted her grandma was having her nap
before i leaving, i scolded her n say:
"I'M HERE TO TEACH U TUITION,
BUT NOT TO DESERVE YOUR TEMPER
N I'M ALSO BORN BY MY MUM
I HAVE MY OWN FEELING!!!"
after scolding her, i juz closed the door loudly
i knew i wont come bec to her anymore
as she has lost her bad temper to me several times before
now she became even more serious
by looking me like dun care anythg

aunty phoned me several times after i left
she cant go bec home to watch out her daughter as she is working
n she told me that her daughter is crying when aunty phoned her

n after that aunty arrive home she phoned me
n said that her daughter explained that
she didn't showed any anger to me
n not even PING PING PANG PANG on me ++!!!
on the other hand,she told her mum that
2day i'm not in a good mood when i was arrived
i juz like HARRR????!!bad mood???!!!
actually i will go to shopping with my mum after the tuition
as i need to buy jewelley
how come i'm moody???~~~
FUCK U!!!!!!!!!!
blame me n push all the fault to me????
if u did not showed anger to me why u need to throw ur thg away???
n run to the living room
i dun even scold on u
why u showed all the colors to me???
i juz scolded her
when i was stepping out from the house juz now
this is my first time to sclod at her
so i knew she muz be frigntened by me
she never thought that there is such a day which i will scold at her so loudly

after her mum talked to her
she sent me a sms n said SORRY
as she insisted that wan me to continue teaching her
n her mum also pleased me to give a chance
oklorr~~~
this is going to be the LAST CHANCE
DONT TRY TO CHALLENGE MY PATIENT AGAIN!!!!
ARRRRRR!!!!
anyway,i lost my anger after shopping with my mum
bought myself a pair of diamond earing,a bag,a callagen and a necklace
^@^
happy happy again
anyway,found my life quite difficult recently so wish me all the best lah~~~