tough

2nite when i was working
erm..i think when i was almost knocked off work
open my cellphone n realized that i have received 6missed calls
n one msg, it was sent my new housemate
she told me that she will goin to move out~~
nearly fainted when i saw it
but now had settled down

n now wat should i do leh?
is to find some new housemates again
haih haih haih
that's mean i have to busy again
=.=!!!
i hate busy...now feel very exhausted ade
anybody goin 2 help me ma????
haih...often have the thinking that
all the problems n the endless troubles
always come n knock our world when we get bigger
why we have to bear all these??!!!
i hate!!!!i hate problems!!! i hate troubles!!!!
hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

although we get freedom as we grow up
we have to sacrifice others thg as well,rite?
but i also received some important lessons in my growing up path
i have met some ppl who has teached me to become mature n tough
n dun believe in ppl too easily
some ppl used to be very friendly to u
but telling all ur bad thg to others behind of u
this is so hurt coz all of these are not true
but most of the time i choose not to clarify n kept silent
as i believe if u really is a clean n sinless person
one day, thr sure will be somebody choose to believe in u ,rite?
so~~~feel tired now...tired...really tired

need to have rest ade..
2moro will have 3 consecutive tuition classes
so i think coffee will be my best frienz recently
hahhaha...anyway,dun think too much ade
all these are my emotional feelings only..dun worry
n dun take it too serious,k?
as everybody will used to be like tat when they feel tired n sad,rite?
anyway,i'm still as tough as before=)