marriage

2day morning, attended to my cousin's wedding party
erm...actually,i'm not familiar with this cousin
as he is older than me many years
n he normally did not attend many family wedding parties in the past
in addition,my poor memory made me have a dim impression of him
2day only have the chance to c him clearly
handsome n well-built
n he owns 2 pharmacy shops in penang at the age of 33years old
wau~~~so admire him
n he owns many houses in bm n penang as well

n so admire of him can marry such a beautiful wife
thumb-up
his wife face outline is so apparent
looks like "mat salleh"
wakaka
they received many blessings from his families n friends
not bad..looks like him has a perfect life
i also want that kind of life=)
hahaha
dreaming again
(juz ignore me)hahaha

now,i only realized that not every marriage is perfect n happy
some ppl get married and they received lots of blessings
from their relatives,frienz and parents
but some not...
i'm pity of them
i have some friends who married at a young age
n none of them get a happy marriage life
they did not received blessings during their wedding
n all of them encountered financial crisis after the baby born
n one of my friends is even pity
she only realized that she is pregnant while the baby is 6months old
in her stomach
so she has no choice but to deliver the baby
n her husband's family were rejected to help them
to held a wedding party
now her baby is almost 4months old
n she still waiting for the wedding
but all of us know,it is impossible
we understd that she juz wan an official recognition
that she has become their daughter-in-law
but her father-in-law just ignored her

haiz..i'm really pity of her
no wedding photo
no wedding dress
no honey moon
no wedding party
even a ring also none!!!
everytime i recalled on her
i will feel sorry for her
haizzzzzzzz
anyway,bless her has a happy marriage life

hey,it is late now
almost 3am
need to sleep ade
gud night n bye^^

short post

finally get back to my home again
woohoo
study for whole day at my penang hostel
n after teaching tuition at nite
came bec to my home
so tireddd~~~

2moro morning have another tuition class
so need to rise up myself quite early
(what i hate the most)

haih..juz a small break for me
now need to proceed my study lorr
byezz..

moody

moody again@@
so down
no reasons...
juz feeling down
i'm just feeling tired once i think i still have many books and works to go
these whole two weeks will be like hell for me
many tuition classes have to be rescheduled
many relatives married somemore
n my father forced me to attend
sienzzz

so more tuition classes need to be rescheduled
but i really dun have the no.8th day in a week
why force me??!!!
where to find time for the replacement classes??
i need to study too
why all parents choose this time to add on class
haizzz
hate hate hate

now i have to work more days to my parents
as there are 2workers resign at once
headache..i cant go bec penang to study
have to work for them during night
why god treats me like that?
please find a way for me...
=(

made me til no mood to study now
sad...sad...sad...
down...down...down..
hope that there are additional 2hours for me per day
i'm so helpless now
cant concentrate at all
plz help me,god.
brings me to a peace n cozy place for me to rest!!!
heaven???!!!!@@
aikzzzz..

better go n study will do..byez

exam lor

oreo ice cream^^

my salmon value set=)

hey,moody now lah~~~
everybody sure dun have good mood while exam is approaching
now i'm just lazy for anythg
but to study@@
this time,i have to prepare well
my target is to get the merit rewards again=)
but sound difficult for me this time
the subjects are quite tough as it has came to the end of my course
so the level may be higher
luckily only three subjects for this sem

all the lecturers have released our assignments bec to us
erm..mine one?
juz moderate lah
haha..

bec to this week
this week was our officially last week of the sem
felt reluctant to our beloved lecturers
wakaka
erm..no movie for this week again
i think we have not watched movie for several weeks lor
as we have no mood at all@@
too many thg happened and both of us
are tired with working at weekends
so we choose to stay at hostel n rest
not bad lar..can save more money too

but we also did not forgot to treat ourselves a good meal^^
so that to reward ourselves by working hard
both of us are japanese food lovers
thus, we went to queensbay de Azuma japanese restaurant
that were our first time visit
although we have looking forward there for long time ago

the environment and design over there is nice n awesome
i ordered myself a salmon value set n i have forgt bi's order
but what i knew was chicken one
the only imperfect thg is that the variety of sushi there are very limited
compared to my favorite,sushi king
anyway,have a good time there
hope that we can visit there next time
oh ya,i also bought myself a long-sleeve blouse
n a bag during the MNG big sales
felt so happy

recently,my tuition classes increase again
as one of the parent request me to add on another class for their child
now my schedule become packer
=.=!!!
feeling tired once a while
anyway, that's my responsibility
so add oil lah~~
continue moody@@
bye..

sienzz

now is quite late ade
but still have to write my blog
coz i know that i have neglected it for too long times
so paiseh~~~

recently,the local government universities have announced their
student lists and course offered to them
many received what they want
but there are somebody didnt gt what they want also
n my best friend-yanfen is one of the victim
her result is excellent
n she has been offered to the UM
but the course offered to her horrr
haiz..is totally non-related to her study area
which is engineer
she supposed to study the biology field ma@@
so blurrr blurr blurr one
haiz..
anyway,good luck n best wishes to her
take care urself ya^^

oh ya,talk abt myself
this week is quite busy for me
this time is not related to my working
but my studies..haha
have mentioned that i have sit for a test and a presentation
erm..overall is okay for me
the test was not too difficult for me
n the presentation part,
erm..was counted as smoothly gua,isn't??==???
anyway,good luck to me,friends...
but the next day after the presentation,
lecturer told us that there were some mistakes we have made
so i spent my whole friday time to edit n correct it
sad~~wasted my time only

but glad=) coz i can finish editing it...
luckily the lecturer pointed out our false
as i have given a copy of our slides to her
thus,she can look more detailed n clearly into our assignment
then she realized that there were some "big problems" inside
wakaka
if not our group may score a low mark..
thx god~~

next tuesday will goin to have another assignment for counting
haiz..it always caused me uncomfortable
as the tables provided in the statistics class are too short for all of us
everytime,we have to bow our heads down
n do the calculation very seriously
erm..for almost 3hours per class
this often made us almost fainted after the class@@
this also made me hate statistics class
although i may like calculation==!!!

there is also a problem existed to me again
i hate problems...
the money-face statistics lecturer want to add on an additional class
b4 the final
i knew he wants to earn more
so he just find a day n add on the class
although i'm not free at that particular time
coz the YANG MULIA wan me to tolerate with another 3guys'times
haiz..still thinking that whether wan to attend for it
coz i have two tuition classes for that particular times
hey,u need to earn more money,so u add on a class
n i also need money to study,k?
what the lousy excuses they gave to u??!!!
n me???i'm working but they leh??
i'm a teacher also
i have to be responsible
always rescheduled the class with my students are strictly not allowed
as i been forced to reschedule it during my final exam week ade
so i hope that there is no necessary for me to reschedule it again
although i understd that an additional class will benefit us
but haiz~~~hope i can make it anyway
coz i'm a full-attendance student

now is almost 2.00am
need to sleep ade@@
byezzz

no working for 2day=)
but have a tuition class
n the same for 2moro
as one of the parents have canceled the tuition class for 2moro
they wanna hanging-out
it benefits me too
by only having a tuition class

as i need to spend more times in my studies too
the exam is just around the corner(>.<)
now my job is to ensure others score high marks
so i have to be a good role model to them too
wakakaka

now is helping my student do her sch"project"
hahaha...
dun scold me yet
actuallythe homework is an english essay which is related to the global issue
n she has no idea abt the article
as she is in form one only
so quite difficult for her to complete the long essay by her own
in addition,all her irresponsible group members went lost during holidays
so she is struggling n worry(++)
frightened cant complete it by this week
thus,i volunteered to help her do
as it does not carry any marks but is just a project
n it is easy n simple for my standard too==!!!
eh,i'm not showing off=.=
wakaka

haih..the times like flying away from us very fast
now have almost come to the end of this semester
so fast de??!!!
anyway,that's mean my holiday is approaching also
but i'm feel neither happy nor excited
holiday means working n boring n dull for me
the only advantage of holiday is my income will increase lorrr
gud or not leh???!!!++
may consider as good la horr??
hahaha..

okla,need to stop here ade!!!
byebye(^6^)

my routine

hey..juz bec from working
tonite the business was quite gud again
as recently are sch holiday seasons
so the business will more or less be better

bi arrived my working place at around 11pm
his face was pale like a paper
i knew him is tired n very tired
as he recently works two jobs per day during weekends
pity him
wakaka

after i bathing,bi cant accompanied me to chit-chat
as he cant stand with the sleepiness anymore
thus,he drove bec home after i settled all my stuff
after he left, i just sat alone at the living room sofa
waiting for my mum bec
as i wan to open door for her
n i started observing my pair of hands
it looks rough,ugly n reddish
the skin all are peeling-off,like an old lady's hands=.=!!!
haizz
this is caused by the long-term heavy works
felt the very sadness from my heart
as most of my previous secondary sch classmates knew
i liked to keep my finger nails long in the past
n my world record is 2cm..haha
as i juz reluctant to cut it although the weekly assembly was approached
but after graduated, i no longer kept my nails long
even once also didnt
i have to maintain my finger nails short n clean from time to time
n cant even applied the nail color on it
as i'm involving in food sector
haih...

n everytime my mum noticed that
she would approach me n comfort me said that
"this is a pair of hardworking hand,so is the most beautiful one,dun b sad"
hahaha...this always comfort me deeply n make me lively again
thank you for comforting again..haha
as she knew i have scacrificed many in working with them

while i renewed my identity card in last year
the authority there had declared that i lost my almost 70% of fingerprints
n he adviced me to consult a skin specialist
if not,i will encounter lots of problem in future
such as going overseas n withdraw a large amount money from bank
n i have consulted a skin specialist after that
he said that my skin is too allergic for the oily thg
as it is inheritance by the gene++
haha...ya,actually my skin is belongs to a quite allergic category
cannot wear fake n cheap jewellery n watches
i just can wear gold n stainless steel
sometimes even iron button of jeans will make my skin itchy n festering
so it cannot be cured
n the doctor gave me 2 alternatives
first-stop working
second-wearing glove while working

==!!! i knew in my heart that these two alternatives were useless for me
hahaha..first 100% no need to be considered
second-its really inconvenience for me by wearing a glove while working
n it will slow down my working pace
n i need to walk in and out at all the times
this will make customers shocked
as they thought that this is too exaggerating for a hawker
like we not yet reach on such a high hygienic level
wakaka
so i did not turn up to him anymore after that time

hahaha...although the condition is getting serious in once a while
as the fingers will swollen like a red strawberry
sound weird,isn't??
hahaha...anyway,have tried variety of medical lotions before
but they seems useless for me..aikzzzz
so wat to do is to confess that this is my own fate lorrrr...
hehe(>.<)

waow~~~i'm more admire myself now
can talk on the nails n hands topic until so long
like writing a novel~~~wakaka..paise
i know that it is too verbose..paise again(^0^)
anyway,thx for ur patient
by complete reading the whole "essay"

oh ya,2day have finished two tuition classes
n i lost my temper again during my tuition class
the child is too obtuse for such a easy question
as i know,he did not understand every question in the reference books
its sound too serious n exaggerating???!!!
n the fact is yes!!!
he dun know for most of the questions..
i'm begging him to remember all the solutions
that i have teached him
n he juz cant remember any of them

at the moment,i felt very pity for all the teachers
who can engaged themselves in the educational work for decades
i'm admire n respect them,thank you all my teachers
who have conveyed the knowledge for me,SALUTE
the patience that they gave us were the most precious one
THANK YOU,TEACHERS N MOTHERS!!
HAHAHA

anyway,i'm totally losing all my energy
feeling so tired~~@@sleepy mode now
wakaka..
this is all for 2day
bye n gud night guys*v*